Cheesy, I know, but that is what's stuck in my head currently.
We are comin' home! :)
Beckett is so excited, he smeared beans all over his face!
I'm so excited too. However, in all the prep work that it takes to come home, I am seeing something yucky in myself. And by yucky, I guess I mean - sinful. I get so stressed, so worked up about packing and flying and getting the house ready and on and on. I get cranky and am short-tempered and it's not a pretty sight. I'm trying to figure out why I'm like this. I think it has something to do with the unknown and not being in control. Flying from a 3rd world country is not always perfect. There can be road blocks in the road that prevent you from getting to the airport, flights can suddenly be canceled, the man looking at exit-visas might not be so kind. All of this makes me worry about the what-if. And when I worry, I start to plan how I can possibly prevent all this - leave 4 hours early, check and double-check flight status, be super duper kind to the visa man. It ridiculous!
So, I'm praying tonight that I chill out, that I trust the sovereign Lord that is bigger than all of this, and enjoy the fact that I will be in D-town in a day - enjoying A/C, and homemade food, and love from family!
3 comments:
Just remember the bumps in the road are just bumps! you'll just hop over them! that is what I tell myself when I drive on 635 to go to the airport! Nothing will keep me away! don't worry, if you forget something, we can get it here. Oatmeal chocolate chip cookies and frosted brownies and me await you all!
love you sweetie! Mama
very nice post, thank you very much for sharing
Everything is going well with you and I do, just keep happy and comfortable with yourself and things around.
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